Thread:Quickrydina/@comment-4919485-20170414170102/@comment-24205958-20170617110824

Aw Sis, I admit I was hurt and confused as to why you shut me out like that. But after we talked it through I completely understood and as you said your feelings are your feelings and you should never have to explain them if you do not want to. You are you and however you react to things is how you feel at that time, at that time you were pissed off at me and chose to block me out. Which is a very natural and very human response, so don't feel as if you should regret any choices you made. Because who knows, if you didn't react how you did things might've gotten worse.

Since you've left I've become a very self-reflective and conscious person, always thinking about how my words can effect others and being very careful with what I say. I think back in 2013-15 my glee wiki prime time, I didn't understand myself. I would always hop on trends to try and make friends, always hate on the people everyone else was hating on so I could fit in. Pretending to like things I didn't really know about as well, being a general immature idiot. But I was 13 lol. I still don't know myself, but I've become conscious of that and I'm learning. You've had a very positive impact on that, btw, out of everyone on GW I've always looked up to you and a few others. A lot of the fuglies for just being themselves, knowing themselves and having huge hearts and always being there for each other. Especially Sydney and miss Nate. I've always looked up to Emma and Andres for standing up for what they believe in, no matter what the cost, if they didn't agree with something they'd let them know. It got messy a lot of times, à la Alyssa and Andy. However their hearts were in the right place and I've always been envious of that. And you for your compassion and intelligence, the way you articulate your views and construct your thoughts is really incredible and I've always looked up to you for it.

So it's gonna be a slow ride y'all but I'm finding myself, I'm finally becoming my own individual that doesn't follow the herd like a sheep. And although I take into accounts of people's feelings, if someone needs the truth tea I won't hold back from spilling it. I love and admire all you cunts.